i will try in english

well, i want kill my self, seriously i mean wtf one of my favorites persons now hate me, you know they was everything to me and still being, i love tem sm, and my best friend wanna kill her self, WHAT THE FUCK WHY EVERYTHING IS BEING LIKE THESE SHIT SHIT SHIT, i cant think in any thing except this fucking topics, i will die if all continue going wrong, i love they, more then any thing in the history of the universe